Self.

It makes me feel bad, but sometimes, if not most of the time, I feel so self concious about myself that it depresses me. It doesn’t matter about how many people on the street call me beautiful or pretty or whatever it doesn’t make me feel any different. I still look at models and want the long legs and the skinny stomach and the thought of working out and doing the work to get to it is do-able, but at the same time, it’s upsetting that my body type won’t ever be like that. Everyone tells me that my body is amazing, but every time I look at photos online, no matter who it is, it makes me want to change something about myself. I need to learn to get over it, it’s just more difficult than anyone can imagine. I really just need some good pep talks and some good times to roll around the corner…