Most nights I wish I could feel like I could conquer the world. I wish certain things in my past never happened the way that they did. I wish things would unfold easier for me and karma wouldn’t be such a bitch to me. I honestly wish that I knew why I felt so low about myself. I constantly feel like I am not enough for anything. I have no job still, i feel insecure around my boyfriend and my family is upset about my decisions. I wish I could wake up every morning and say “fuck you bitches” to every single girl out there that makes me feel like I dont have it together, or that I am physically not pretty enough. Talking to my boyfriend last night made me realize everything that I really wanted. I want to be the person that has it together and right now, my world keeps falling apart.