Late night thoughts :

Honestly, if I could change one thing about myself it would be my insecurity of trusting. I thought about it the other night and I found that I havn’t been able to trust many people in my life. Honestly, I haven’t been able to trust anyone other than my best friends… I wish I was never like this. It has ruined every single relationship that I have ever been in, and continues on in my current one. I don’t understand why I  have such a big issue… All I know is that I need to get over this immediately before it ruins this one too..